I Want You To Want Me (and other things too)

I don't know if I told you this or not but I finally moved on to my first grown up purchase. I finally bought myself a car! A new auto-mobile. A horseless carriage and all sorts of words you would find in a thesarus.





Why? Do you ask? Because I deserve it.





Oh what kind did I get? Mini Cooper Convertible.





Because when else is it pratical to buy a convertible? That and my Honda was tired. She had been through alot. So I figured it was time to break up.





Oh well.





So that's that.

What a Way to Make a Living

Note to self.

If you are going to listen to Dolly Parton in the morning its best not to blast it through your speakers. Apparently not every one is as deaf as you. So to spare you the embarssaing moment you had with your neighbors this morning I would highly suggest a new song. 9 to 5 while its is great to moviative yourself and get going its time for something new.

Perhaps Glen Campbell?

But Oh Goodness Me It's A Great Big World

I realize that I live my life in the in between places. Between two things at all times I chose the middle because that is what feels safetest to me. In sibling order I am the middle (poor Jan) between the oldest and the youngest. In my job I'm between being on the lowest rung of the totem pole and having a higher postition. Even my birth month of June is a bewteen 6 months till the end.

But deep inside of me buried deep is something, someone who is craving more from life. Craving to experience of burnig desire to fling all cares off the mountain to experience life in moments and not caculated moments of betweens.

So that's why I haven't written it's not that I haven't had a lot to say but rather I'm between moments here and I don't know what to do. When I act you will know. I'll tell you about it soon.